So I got my results for Modern History back. It was a good mark .. but I was still you know, beaten by at least 3 people. And so that got me a little upset but after I calmed down ... yeah I still thought it was a shit mark. HAHAHA, just in comparison. I mean it IS all about ranking so .. =.="

This week I have 3 assessment tasks in 2 consecutive days. Although really, not much of school.

Monday: Normal school
Tuesday: Victor Chang Institute visit.
Wednesday: Maths Assessment Task
Thursday: PDHPE & Biology Assessment Task
Friday: Presentation Day

Monday: Normal school
Tuesday: English Assessment Task
Wednesday: Last day of term (PSSSH AS IF I'M GOING! :DD)

SO REALLY ONLY A WEEK OF SCHOOLING LEFT TO GO BEFORE HOLIDAYS.

Tonight, I plan on finishing Biology and doing my tutoring homework.
Tomorrow, I plan on finishing PDHPE and perhaps my essay (I doubt the essay though)

Monday/Tuesday is studying Maths.
Wednesday is cramming Bio!

AND THEN I SHALL CRAM FOR ENGLISH ON MONDAY NEXT NEXT WEEK!

OKAY, well I think I'll limit my internet usage even FURTHER these next two weeks so I shall blog later.

.... and I seriously cannot believe I've already completed TWO of my HSC Internal Assessment Tasks. My ACTUAL HSC. Holy fuck. I'm soooo screwed.

P.S. HOW GOOD WAS GLEE?!

Tomorrow is my Modern assessment on World War One and it's worth 20%. I'm not actually that worried even though I should be ... Ahhhhh dammit. This is bad. Wish me luck :(

.. YEAH THAT'S RIGHT. WHO ELSE CAN MAKE SPARKLY HTML ... so what if I googled how to do it =.=. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Thanks for being awesome, your birthday presents will come later after I am rich and figure out what I'm getting you!

On Friday I went to sleep over at Sonia's house. She practiced her make-up on me until about 11:30 and then she went to exercise while I typed up notes for Modern until 1:30 in the morning? Then we watched Centre Stage together and I fell asleep at about 3ish in the morning.

Then yesterday we went shopping in the city at Paddy's Markets. I bought new sunglasses, glitter nail polish, a dress and MAC lipstick (this was from Myer though). Sonia bought about 4 dresses. I really want to get this white dress for NYE or even Dustin's .. it's like a tutu-like dress with stud straps. It's mad. Sonia got it in the black but I was thinking of getting it in white and jazzing it up with funky bright stilettos like these (I was considering either red or blue ... but I think these shoes I may be able to wear out more than red ones. Cos blue you can always dress up blue jeans with and everything. Even gray jeans you know? And it's only $45 now! I really must get them. And I know the dress is $80 .. I just hope it looks good on me and/or they have it in my size.

I'm kinda ... conflicted as to whether or not to get the shoes or the dress first. I mean if I get the shoes there's no guarantee that I'll get the dress and/or it'll look good on me. But if I get the dress and don't get the shoes .. it might not have any left and then I'll have to pay like $180 for this pair of REALLY NICE Tony Bianco's (blue suede) ... and I really don't have the money.

And also, time is an issue. Because I have to study and assessment tasks are all like coming up at the moment. I'm thinking maybe going after school on Friday and stuff? But IDK it's a pretty big walk from Pitt Street to Darling Harbour and everything so :S

I think I'll have to do it .. soon. I'm in the city on Monday afternoon anyway. The convention centre is closer to the shoe shop .. OH DECISIONS DECISIONS IT'S A REALLY PRETTY DRESS DDD:

OKAY I WILL GET THE DRESS AND THE SHOES TOMORROW BECAUSE OTHER THAN THAT I WON'T HAVE TIME FOR THE NEXT LIKE 3 WEEKS. :DDDD

$125 dollars .. not bad not bad. Now the real problem is whether or not to wear it to NYE or Dustin's. Most likely it's going to be Dustin's because more people will be there and it's a REALLY PRETTY DRESS and I love the shoes and because maybe for New Years, I won't have to dress up :DDD

Okay! Now I shall type up History notes which I will study FROM THE TRAIN HOME FROM THE CITY AS TO NOT LOSE PRODUCTIVITY YES. OKAY!

Thuy comes back this week! :)

Ok, so technically I haven't finished the Chemistry assignment (but I might as well have. I just need to reference my statistics and write a sentence or two on the reactions of ethanol) and it's 1:11am at the moment. I have been unbelieveably stressed from this assignment over the last week or so? And Im just glad that tomorrow is D-day. Granted, lot of it is dodgy and probably poorly done but right now I wanted to celebrate this momentous occasion.

You know how stressed I was? I was on the verge of tears for 5 nights in a row and I was losing sleep on it. I think it's the fact that it's my first internal assessment that goes towards my HSC and I really want tonget good marks and all so ... and the fact that it just HAD to be Chemistry.

My assessment schede is starting to pile up now. Next week I have a Modern assessment on Wednesday. The week after I have 3 assessment tasks in the one week. A maths exam on Wednesday the 9th of December and on the 10th I have a Biology in-class exam AND a PDHPE research task due. Then the week after that is an English exam. Ahhhhhh Year 12 sucks. I can't wait till holidays!!

Also,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY THUY!!

I don't know maybe it's just because of Chemistry and it's due at the end of the week but from school I have this dreading feeling in my stomach. I want to cry but then there's no real reason? I don't know what this feeling is but I wish it would stop because I am getting heart palpitations thinking about school and the amount of work I have to get through. I'm always so tired and there's so much to do and there needs to be more hours in the day. Perhaps I just have bad time management or something but Year 12 is really getting to me. I want it to be over so I can go back to sleeping. I miss it so much :(

I had half a can of coke with dinner and it is about 2:30 in the morning at the moment. At this moment in time I am extremely grateful for the WiFi on the iTouch xDD no joke. I have tried everything to fall asleep. I did my homework until 12:30 then I rewatched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist on the iTouch and the I youtubed for a bit and now I decide to post to LJ ... because I have nothing better to do.

I've been watching lots of YouTube clips on makeup and it's kinda got me excited to try some of the stuff at parties and stuff. I have a cruise for Dustin/Kevin's birthday close to Xmas and that should be fun. I'm actually pretty excited for it! Dustin was thinking of doing a 'Pimps and Hoes' theme ... not really my thing. Cos for one thing I'm most likely going to catch public transport there and I don't want to ride the train for 40 minutes only to walk to the wharf dressed as a hoe LOLOL. I don't want people screaming at me "HOW MUCH FOR AN HOUR" (not likely to happen to ME per se, most likely the people that are with me HAHAHA.

And afterwards there's supposed to be a whole level at some club in Kings Cross saved for us because Kevin has some uncle or something that can get us in x) and again ... at like 2 in the morning I don't exactly want to be roaming around KINGS CROSS as a hoe.

Then there's the problem of what to do after the afterparty. Assuming that we finish at like 3 - 4 in the morning, that doesn't leave me that many options. I can't go home at that time unless I have a death wish, I doubt I could stay at Dustins for the night cos that's what everyone else will be doing most likely and I don't want to bother him that much. There's the hotel option but apparently you need to show ID at some places to prove that you're over 18 in order to book a room. Ahhhh what to do, what to do.

I want to get some MAC makeup brushes/eyeshadow palettes! They look so pretty! Ahhh it's 2:40 now ... I have to get up in like 4 hours. In a way I don't want to fall asleep cos I know that by sleeping insufficiently I'll be even more tired than if I pull an all nighter. But what the hell am I going to do for 4 hours?!

I wonder how Thuy is going in Japan ... If you're reading this Thuy I MISS YOU COME BACK TO ME BITCH!!

Actually ... my eyes are actually getting tired. Maybe I'll go to sleep now :) this was a good way to waste like 20 minutes! Excuse my typos ... I'm still trying to get used to touch typing on a touch xD

Today, I read an MLIA about someone in pre-calc who said, "Holy shift! Look at the asymptote on that mother function!" Last year, my trig class's favorite phrase was, "Son of a binomial, I just got foci'd in the asymptote!" I'm glad there are other advanced math students that also have such advanced maturity levels. MLIA

Seriously. Golden :)

I want to get a paid account so I can get more icons! DDD:

School is long and busy. Going without internet isn't as hard as I thought it would be, but once I get on on Friday nights I stay on for a LONG time. So I guess you know, I'm going to have to get my act together and pull myself away when I need to. SELF MOTIVATION.

So recently, I've been listening to a lot of Big Bang. It started when I downloaded their 3rd Japanese single '声をきかせて'. I went out on a limb here to download it cos I downloaded their first Japanese single and it was like .. epic fail for me. Their Japanese was ... haha hard to understand to say the least. But you know, this song wasn't so bad. It still had a little bit of like the Korean undertone and stuff but overall it's very catchy and boyband like HAHAH.

And after watching the MV I started looking into Taeyang (because prior to this, I only had one Big Bang song and that was Haru Haru) and then you know happened to be on Youtube and stumbled across his newly released single "Wedding Dress" and I like very easily drifted into my fangirling ways.



Ahhh, the cliched scorned lover who is the best friend but doesn't get the girl. Gets me every time. And the fact that he's playing piano just sent me crazy. So I spent the majority of my night/this morning downloading performances and stuff and then I happen to come across the Junsu/Taeyung piano battle and I like jizzed my pants because I loved the songs that they played.

Taeyang is hot. His English is so good! He sang 'Don't Wanna Try' by Frankie J so well! And Junsu's English was like LOLLLLL but his vocals were like O_______O"

So in short, I am fangirling Taeyang for the moment. BUAHAHA. "Wedding Dress" is my ringtone now >:D

ALSO. GLEE EPISODE 9. DEFYING GRAVITY. BEST EPISODE SO FAR. SERIOUSLY. IT'S FUNNY AND IT'S AWESOME AND HOMGGG IT WAS SO GOOD.

And Supernatural was pretty scary this week! HAHAHA. Scalped little boys, that's freaky man. But it wasn't as good as last weeks one. Last weeks was really good. I loved last weeks.

# 2 pages on "What Is History" without using the internet or textbooks? Are you insane? I have half a page and I have run out of things to say already. Screw you.

# A 4-5 page report on these stupid sources that don't make sense! ARGH. COME ON MR EVERINGHAM. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO ACHIEVE HERE.

# I have drunken 2L of water today. Am extremely proud but a little irritated that I have to keep going to the bathroom.

# I can play Defying Gravity on the guitar :D

# I still have a lot of homework to do. Today wasn't nearly as productive as I would've wanted it to be. I spent half the day trying to understand the work for Extension but no such luck. And then I gathered information for my Chem assessment but didn't manage to type anything up for it. Plus, all the just normal class work I have to do DDD:

# Am feeling really really pressured about the HSC right now .. and it has barely started. I think I will be one of those people that break down at the end of every week and just cry and moan about EVERYTHING LOL

# I am starting to download the NEWS Diamond DVD thing? Oh wow, I haven't been in NEWS fandom for a while but a lot of things have changed. Yamapi: WHY MUST YOU KEEP YOUR STUPID POODLE HAIR?! And Shige's hair is looking particularly awkward. BUT MASSU IS SO CUTE STILL. Ryo ... his hair could be better and Koyama is pretty much the same. Tegoshi has hotter legs than I do. 

#I should stop procrastinating now and do my tutor homework .. but I don't want to! I don't like tutor homework, it makes me sad.

# I realise that I'm really tired a lot of the time because I go to sleep at 1am. For the past couple of days I've been staying up talking on the phone with Andrew and that explains why I conked out last night waiting for him to call me. I said 15 minutes not half an hour you douchebagggg! 

 And I thought I had everything planned out for Uni and stuff.

Today, I went to the University of Western Sydney campus in Penrith (out of all days to go, it was 39 degrees out in the West ... FML). Initially, I thought that it wouldn't be that relevant to me because you know, I wanted to get into the University of Sydney. And as far as everyone was concerned the University of Western Sydney was a hole .. and the only reason you went there was if you didn't get the marks to get into the other Uni's (USyd, UNSW, UTS etc.) 

... I pretty much thought that too because the marks and stuff are at least 20 points lower. At USyd, the mark required for Medical Science is 91.75 and at UWS .. it's like 70. So obviously there is a massive gap between the marks, hence a massive gap in the .. quality? I guess of graduates. 

That was until I entered the Medicine lecture. Turns out that UWS is one of three universities in New South Wales that offer an undergraduate medicine program, the others being UNSW and the University of Newcastle. Admission into the Undergraduate Medicine program requires you sitting for the UMAT (Undergraduate Medicine Admissions Test) and getting a high mark for that PLUS getting a 93 ATAR.

That's when I shit some bricks.

Um, hello? I go to a freaking public school in Sydney's South West. What ass am I meant to pull this 93 ATAR from?! I mean, it's a miracle if I get over 90 ... let alone get a 93! And that's the revised mark. I get allocated an extra 5 marks because UWS is in my region, so really I need to get an 88 ATAR. That sounds possible. But then there's that perception that UWS is a hole and that really, only the "bad" students go there. I mean seriously, compare Western Sydney to like the big 3 Uni's in the city, and it sounds so dodgey >___>"

So as I was sitting there, thinking "Oh my god, what the hell am I going to do" ... I thought about UNSW. If UWS has an ATAR of 93 ... and it's such a hole, what the fuck was the ATAR going to be for UNSW?! Like a freaking 99.95?! 

So at the moment, I am seriously considering doing the undergraduate course at UWS - just because:
a) It takes 5 years, as opposed to the 8 years I would've spent if I did a Bachelor in Med Sc and then transferred into the medical program as part of the graduate entry. Time = money, therefore less time = less money.
b) It sounds like a better idea than wasting an extra 3 years of my life.

On the down side:
a) ... It's WESTERN SYDNEY. Come on.
b) Yeah that's pretty much the only down side, it's WESTERN SYDNEY DDD:

I looked up the marks for UNSW and it's a 95. Again, this would be some sort of a miracle for me and I would have to work my ASS OFF and seriously GET IT TOGETHER and get Band 6s in all of my subjects. I honestly think if I apply myself to the point of insanity, I would be able to do it for everything but Chem and English. Those two are my weak points.

ARGH. This stuff about the future gets me so stressed out!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO. 

And to make things worse, all my selective friends are like "Don't worry, you can do it!" ... NO I CAN'T. You don't understand - you go to a selective school. You're school puts you in a great position. Your school scales you UP! My school, let alone the students IN my school scale me down HARD. Like, you have no idea. I'm not even doing any of the really HARDCORE scaling subjects either so REALLY - IT'S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY, I MIGHT NOT GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT FOR UNI.

And Sam and I were ranting about this on the bus, for them it's SO EASY. If they don't TRY they'll probably get like a 95 ATAR and be like "Ahah yeah I could've done better" ... UM HELLO?! I WOULD BE SO EXCEEDINGLY HAPPY IF I GOT THAT MARK. And they'll go into something that they didn't want to do like .. I DON'T KNOW .. MEDICINE and just take it for granted when there are people like me who WORK THEIR ASS OFF TO GET THE MARKS WE GET ... and we still don't get in. Screw you guys, I hate you ROFLMAO.

But seriously, they don't understand. They don't get how hard we have to overcompensate just because we're in a shitty public school. Their cohort will drag them up regardless. *SIGHHHHH* >________>"

For them, Uni is just like assumed. For half the people in my grade, the HSC determines whether or not you get into Uni. I'm not joking. It's not about getting into the course they want - it's about GETTING IN IN THE FIRST PLACE. Even for me, I think I will like break down if I get lower than an 85 .. cos for me that's really bad. An 85 won't get me into anything I want to do, and that's going to kill me because then I have to spend a year doing a degree I don't even like, get 4 credits and 4 distinctions (or a GPA of 5.5) before I can apply into the undergraduate course for medicine again.

And I don't know if I can handle that, a WHOLE YEAR doing something I didn't want to do in the first place, waste a year of my life, and there's no guarantee that I'm going to get the marks for it either! 

.... this is so depressing and stressing and I want to crawl into a hole until next year :(

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl.

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And heaven knows
I'm not that girl...

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl... 

 So it's practically been a week since I last blogged. I have decided that I will be joining Samantha and Jenny in giving up FB and MSN over the weekdays, to make room for my studies. So far it's been working really well. I've done all my homework, even written up notes for class and stuff at the end of every lesson. I've put in a lot of extra effort for Chemistry, going out of my way to read up ahead and make notes and just really try to understand it, so hopefully this'll all be worth it.

On that note, I think I am over the guy I've had my eye on. I mean, obviously I still find him ridiculously good looking and very attractive, but I think just with everything that's happening with school I'm not in the right mindset to have a relationship right now (not that it was going to happen - but just hypothetically speaking of course HAHA). If something happens, I'll be happy but if it doesn't - no big deal. I have a massive exam to pass in a years time and I'm not going to prioritise him over my studies. Cos seriously, school comes first. 

So I've gotten my exams back, I'm quite satisfied with my marks. I mean I didn't do outstandingly well but I've done a lot better than average in most of my subjects. Most disappointing would have to be Modern History - that was a bomb out. But obviously, it has motivated me to do better in it - you know, not get so cocky before my next exam and really put in a lot of effort this year.

This motivation is really good. HAHAHA.

I don't really have anything new to post about, other than the fact that I'm going to see Wicked again, around near January! So, there will definitely be a light at the end of this tunnel.

I'm actually nervous about our first assessment tasks in like Week 7/8 and stuff .. I mean, EVERYTHING LITERALLY COUNTS this year. So, I can't go in there thinking that "Oh it's okay, as long as I pass" ... because passing is not good enough anymore. I need to get REALLY good marks all of this year in EVERY single assessment task and I'm really worried because I might not be able to keep it up, or even obtain in to begin with!

Ahhh, stress :(

I bought my books, and my textbooks today! I don't have textbooks for PDH, English or Modern. I'm thinking I might get one for Modern during the middle of the year maybe? And PDH, I'm not sure if I'm keeping it so there's no point in me getting one. And English - let's not go there.

BUT! I bought a theory based textbook for Maths (3U Course ... *sheepish grin*) and the Success One Mathematics. I also bought 3 textbooks for Chem (Dot Point, Success One and Macquarie) BECAUSE I AM DETERMINED TO DO WELL IN THIS SUBJECT. 

So right now, I am feeling pretty motivated due to recent incidents. I have decided to get rid of my MSN and Facebook ... afterwards? See how the first week of Year 12 goes and if I think it is necessary I WILL DO IT.

I have also limited myself from going out .. to a maximum of twice a month. This will be good for me. :D

Now that I have all my books and I have my desired ATAR mark as the cover of all my books .. I am pretty motivated to do well! It's going to be one long, hard year that determines where I go from next year. So, in retrospect, I think that MSN, Facebook and going out is a small sacrifice to pay for a good future :)

AS OF MONDAY I AM IN YEAR 12 AND DOING MY HSC WHERE EVERYTHING COUNTS AND I AM SCHOOL CAPTAIN.

No pressure LOL

 Because he hooked up with someone else at the cruise. But oh well. I mean I am a little disappointed but I'm not going to make a big deal out of it, because you know. Not really my right. Nothing happened between us so, in the end I guess it's all for the best. This way I can concentrate on school and my final year DDD:

Anyways, THE SYD BOYS/SYD GIRLS/ST GEORGE/SYD TECH/RANDOM SELECTIVE SCHOOLS AND THEN THE BANKSTOWN GROUP CRUISE WAS LAST NIGHT/THIS MORNING. Extremely fun. The boat was small, the dancefloor was pretty much non-existant, the music was crappy at times and some of the chicks looked really bitch BUT OH WELL. It was totally worth it, and I'm really glad I went!

Yesterday I started off the day by waking up at like 11? Had breakfast while watching Star Trek. That finished at 2ish and I cleaned my room, shaved and got ready a bit before Sam came over at 3.

We had migoreng and got ready together for the cruise!

Took the train to Wynyard and like tanked it to the wharf in our heels which were like hurting us already. Got on the boat at 7 and danced the night away until 11! It was really fun. I talked to Edward heaps, and danced and hung out with some good friends and it was like one mad party without the alcohol so that was good :D

In the end they played Backstreet Boys' Drowning for the slow dance and I danced with Edward ROFLMAO ... got a lot of stares from Sydney Girls. Awkward. Ummm yeah! After the cruise, I took off my killer shoes and we walked from Darling Harbour to CENTRAL. We were supposed to go to the Darling Harbour McDonalds .. the one that's near the IMAX theatre because I was like starving afterwards. But turns out everyone was going to the one opposite the Entertainment Centre? Yeah um okay ... that didn't work out because it was CLOSED and not open 24 hours. So we all just walked to freaking Central. And if you have no idea what I'm talking about, it's like a 2.3km hike ... in killer shoes. That was not fun.

Got on the train at 12:05 at Central and trained it with Quach and Kevin Nguyen back to Birrong. It got delayed at Yagoona and we had to wait for like 15 minutes FML. So by the time we got back to Birrong it was literally 1am. And then Sam and I were walking slow in the dead of the night home for like 10 minutes and I was SO scared I was going to get fucking raped. And I was scared cos we can't run away cos our feet hurt too much.

When we got home, we had toast and just crashed on my kitchen floor (LOL we couldn't even be bothered sitting on chairs, we just ate sitting on the floor and talked for a bit) before going upstairs and getting ready for bed. This was like 1:30? But then we stayed up talking until 3am until we were just so fucking tired. Slept until 11:30 when Sam when home before lunch :D

I made my sister watch Star Trek and I talked to her about the cruise and ranted and took the appropriate emotional response ... I ate. Lots of sugar. Like creme caramel, custard, lolly snakes and we made JELLY! Which should be fun to eat laterr =D

And now I'm just uploading photos!

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I AM SO EXCITED.

 So it has been like almost a week-ish since I watched Wicked yet I have not stopped listening to the soundtrack by the original Broadway cast in 2003 (how the heck did it take like 6 years for it to reach Australian shores? O_O) ... and I am not sick of it yet. In fact I think I love each song more every time I listen to it. So far my Defying Gravity play count is 836 ... which is awesome.

Last time I blogged was last Thursday yes? On Friday, I didn't do much. I just went to work from 8:30 - 6 ... which was one hell of a shift. It was okay, not so bad. It only got really long after about 4:30? It was so quiet and we had finished the cakes and David and Mary had already gone home so I had nobody to talk and joke around with and yeah :(

But I thought of the money to get me through.

On Saturday, I went to go watch Up (again) with my sister. I saw Vincent Tran working! We had a little talk for like 5 - 10 minutes cos I didn't want to watch the trailers and we had come a little early and stuff. I was really restless in the cinema for some reason. Afterwards I went to the city with Sam so I could buy David's birthday present. I bought him a Backstreet Boys Greatest Hits CD (as it was the only CD with our song in it - I Want It That Way), Match Point (as he, like me, LOVES Scarlett Johansson and think she's really hot. And I heard it has lots of sex scenes in it and so you know, he's a dude so that should make him happy!) and Never Back Down (because he has some weird fetish for Sean Faris). I think I am a great friend 8Dv

We met up with Scott and Matt and we had lunch together and helped them shop for jeans. That was fun, I thought it was anyway. Weird but fun ;)

Sam and I went home early cos Sam had to go to Jess's dancing competition and I just spent the night doing my homework and going on the net and streaming Glee/Family Guy LOL.

Sunday I just had tutor, and then at night it was David's surprise dinner at Bankstown RSL club. It wasn't actually that bad (even though it was in Bankstown). I had heaps of fun. Me and Cecilia are so high when we're around each other. We just make each other laugh really really hard. I think she was a lot of the reason I decided to go. I also made pretty good friends with Aimee and Edward.

We made David an icecream cake with the softserve machine ... but hid wasabi in it so when he took a big spoonful he like literally spat it out. It was pretty funny. Cecilia and I went nuts over the jelly and the softserve machine. It was so fucking awesome. I love you Cecilia!

Afterwards everyone pretty much rolled down to the movies, we were all so full. We took like 45 minutes to decide on a movie, in the end we ended up watching Whip It. I wasn't in the mood for a chick flick so me and Edward spent most of the movie trying to guess what would happen in the end or making REALLY sarcastic comments about it and how it was totally the BEST movie we've ever seen. He's a pretty cool kid.

Oh and then there was this lebbo that answered his phone in the row behind us and was all like "Wallah man, I'm in the cinema man. I can't talk! I gotta watch the movie man, it's fully sick stuff. Yallah, yallah I have to go. Yallah bye!" and me and Edward cracked up SO HARD for literally 5 minutes. It was the highlight of our night - no joke. I think he started crying. It was the best.

Today, I went shopping with Sam for a dress for the cruise on Thursday night. It's very pretty. I won't spoil the surprise but I'll upload photos of it probably on Friday HAHA. It looks really pretty and I'm really happy with it 8Dv

Tomorrow .. I have work from 9 to 6 :(

Still thinking about plans for Wednesday ... I don't know whether to stay at home or go and just do some random thing. Like iceskating. I haven't gone in so long. But I need to exercise. I think I'll go jogging tonight because that All-You-Can-Eat Buffet killed me last night. LOLLL!

Keep you up to date probably on Friday! x

 So, last time I posted was on Monday after exams. I have been going out yesterday and today.

Yesterday, I went out with Andrew, Henry, Jimmy and Priscilla to the city. We played pool and watched "Funny People". Wouldn't recommend it, it's not actually that funny. It was really long (like 2 and a half hours) and there was no real plot and stuff so I was kinda like ... meeh. The entire time. All in all, a comfortable day -- just hanging out. Nothing too major.

Today I went shopping with Sam (for about 30 minutes) and then we hung out with Dustin, Kevin, Bryan and Arsany in Hyde Park and I really loved it. I rarely get to see those guys and they're always so much fun to hang out with. We full had a D&M .. all 6 of us about family and relatives and then we talked about death for like a good hour and it was just so ... "Ahhhhh", you know? Like I was really content with my life at that moment in time.

I don't know, but I was just really happy. Sitting there with my friends and talking and sharing our feelings and experiences about death and what kind of parents we could be (I was going to be a MILF who was respected but loved at the same time 8Dv), lying on the grass with our shoes off and just BEING. Not have to worry about exams or school or next year. Just living for the moment.

I love you guys! TT_______________TT" ♥

Oh, will be going beach tomorrow. OH YEAH BABYYYY. Get a tan for induction on Friday LOL!